Lifeguarding is definitely not as easy as it seems.
I failed all my CPR tests and had to retake them.
I was the last person.
I don't know why I did so bad.. maybe it was nerves and the sun.
I was definitely being stressed to the point of quitting.. sad but I don't want to be put in charge of someone's life if I don't believe I can do it, ya know?
So yeah I'm definitely liking how challenging this job is going to be but I'm a little worried.
I know I'm going to be around lots of attatractive guys.. I feel like I'm the only person who has no love life right now..
I haven't been with anyone or even gotten close to anyone at all since Ryan..
I feel so off my game in every aspect of my life..
I found out I am on the wrong assignment for AP English from friends in my training class.
I have only been to dance once a week since school got out and I haven't worked out at all.
I got $105 from Spectrum Puppets but lost $10 already because I didn't check my change at Starbucks this morning.
I'm going to have to miss the upcomign family events most likely.
I don't have the money to get my mom a great birthday present like I wanted to.
And of course I'm lame in the socializing department.
And my friends are all at war so tension is buliding along with stress.
C'est Moi!
- Mademoiselle Soleil
- Virginia Beach, Virginia, United States
- Life changes and so do we. I'm not normal but then again I am. I am not the same person I was a year ago. Progress is like beauty, it's in the eye of the beholder. Well, this is progress but it may not be pretty.
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If you don't think that Ocean Breeze/the CPR gig is right for you then look elsewhere. But if you think you can work through your current complications then go for it.
I am missing you. Once classes are over I will officially own you, so you better start getting used to that. I send you a big hug.
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